Guys i’m addicted to porn and the Lord is being dealing with me…one time the Lord told me it was a specific deed i did that was the root which made me an slave to lust….

it’s been a long time and i lost the love towards God,my righteous desires,sometimes i don’t even feel sorry….the spiritual gifts the Lord gave to me dissipated…

the righteous desire of having a wife and kids is gone….and now i desire a girl just to have sex with her….

i can’t see a girl in a pure way…i can feel my heart treasuring the girl’s intimate parts….i lost sensivity to the Lord’s Spirit’s voice

I need help please pray for me

I’ve been doing good for awhile not looking at porn or anything like that on the internet but I messed up recently. I other night I looked up porn once and took care of myself.

Then I figured I was already there and did it three more time. I know the Lord forgives me because i asked him too, but I really need prayer.

Then the other night I was thinking of all those things I looked up the night before and looked up porn again and took care of myself.

Need prayer you guys especially in this area.

Pornography, which is especially the problem of men, is the second main factor in the life of a sex addict. This can mean porn magazines, films or material on the Internet that is used to seek for satisfaction. For example on the Internet general headwords concerning this issue are … By them people seek for satisfaction.

One problem with pornography is that it does not bring long-lasting satisfaction to us. These magazines or films kind of promise that you will find the erotic picture you have always been looking and longing for, but the satisfaction does not last for long. As time goes by, many may experience the same as alcoholics and drug addicts: they need more and more powerful stimulus to experience the same stimulation as before, because the amount of pleasure diminishes.

Please pray for me. I’m 14 years old and I want to stop looking at porn. I pray and pray but the devil still takes a hold of me with it. I think about girls a lot. In my past I lived with a bunch of girls when i was little, so i did some girl things and kids picked at me and called me a sissy and punk. So now the devil is trying to put in my head that i’m gay but in my heart i know i’m not so please pray for me and I know that God will make a change in my life.

I’ve tried over and over again to quite looking at porn on the internet and will for a week or so but then slide into my old ways and start viewing it. Its tearing up my life. I struggle to have a quite time at all any more and because of this addiction im not doing what the lords calling me to do in my life.I’ve tried quiting on my own but couldn’t so now im asking for prayer. that the lord would help me come out of this addiction and and wash me clean. I would greatly appreciate anyone who would be willing to pray for me. I will also be praying for the others on this list. I know its a hard addiction to break but maybe if we all pray for one another god will intervene in our lifes. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAKING THE TIME TO CARE

I am a deacon and I admit that I have been struggle with sex addiction. I feel ashamed and lonely. I don’t have the courage to share this problem with my brothers and sisters in church.

I cannot humble myself towards God. I need to repent and to feel the love of God and have peace again. I hope anyone reading this post can pray for my weakness. I believe that prayer can change my heart. Thank you for your caring and prayer.

Please pray for me. I got addicted at an early age. it started out with japanese cartoons and its gotten way harder and way more perverse. i see no way out. i feel unforgivable because now i struggle with homosexuality. please pray for freedom and forgivness. im scared that there is no hope for me now…

Hi there,

Please do pray for me to come out of the sexual feelings. it is killing me,
Please pray for me.

the sexual things are arresting my mind to think. please pray for me to come out of it

I don’t have a long drawn out story or anything like that. I’m addicted and I am looking for prayer. Been praying about this for quite a while now with no results. I really need help.

I have a masturbation addiction that I need to break. It is pulling me into a depression, and away from Christ. I need prayer bad.

i’m addicted to sex and the Lord is disciplining me. The last two times, horrendous things have happened to me. Now I am left with bitterness regret sorrow and emptiness.

Please pray for me that I will escape this truly repent, return to my wife and son and take my place in God’s ministry.

I have been a masturbation and porn addict since i was 18. I need prayer to help me break this addiction. Im sturguling. My marriage is failing.I love my wife in i dont want her to leave. I can get though this addiciton. I need prayer to help make it day to day. Thank you God help please.

You asked me to share my story so here i am. It started when i was eleven. I found japanese cartoonish pictures. after that i would return to the site once a month. I would feel guilty for weeks after and i would promise myself i would never do it again. What a freaking lie. it got to where i would watch porn once a week and now usually once every four days. the stuff has gotten worse and worse. now i sturggle with homosexuality in porn which i think has some stuff that happened when i was a kid but i can’t be sure. God has been working in me. I have joined a course called setitng the captives free which has been helpfull. i have made a weekd for the first time in what i think is a few years. I have hope now that one day i might be free. Just pray for encouregment adn that god would forgive me everytime i fall and WIll one day take me from my mess and make me pure. i want to feel his love again.

Hey,
I will pray for all of you as you fight this evil temptation. I too am addicted to porn and masturbation. Been doing it many years now and it has been detrimental in my relationships with God, family, friends, and women. Only very recently have I begun to fight this and the temptation comes back so often. Please pray for me to fight this. I have also been struggling with trying to tell someone about this. I know I need an accountability partner but I cant bring myself to tell anyone yet. I appreciate all of your support and hope God’s love will bring us all through this.

Please pray for strength in my struggle with lust. I have struggled for so long and it has deeply affected my marriage. Please pray that God will bring renewal in my life that I may serve him with all my heart, soul and mind.

Please , please pray for me as I am really struggling with sex addiction. It seems to seize ma at every opportunity. I fell guilty and full of shame. I have tried so may times to break free from it , but I need an exteranl power that can just grab inside of me and pull me upright agian. i don’t want to live bent down

please pray for me…I’m a slave to Lust trying to break free and run back to God. I know the way I lived is wrong and I don’t want to return to that way. Please pray that i get back in sync with God, because I know I grieved his heart with my actions.. God forgive me!

My name is Brenda. My husband, is a Christian in theory, but because of his addiction, he is not really a Christian at heart. His addiction started when he was in middle school by being a “peeping tom”. It progressed in college with pornography. After a few years of marriage to me, he became a full blown dangerous addict, sleeping with many prostitutes and having multiple girlfriends. All this behind my back of course. Eventually I found out. Even now he is seeing atleast 2 girls. I don’t divorce him because I still believe that God can heal him. Also, my sons LOVE their daddy. But emotionally I feel divorced from him. I love him only as a lost brother in Christ who needs my prayer. He always says he loves me, and I believe he thinks he does, but I know that an addict is only capable of loving his addiction. I would be very grateful to anyone who would be willing to pray for him. May God bless your prayer ministry abundantly.

im stuck and addicted to pornography.
ive been doing it and then asking God for forgiveness, but my heart is all wrong and i find myself rather acting up emotions of feeling guilty and sorry and all.

Please pray for me, that i may overcome. ive even become feeling not guilty to the sin. i have been so far away from God.

so please pray for me.

i am a church leader and ever so often i struggle with sexual fornication.my desire is to live a holy righteous life.but i find myslf like bro. paul;can u and your intercessors be in agreemnt w/me tht i be completely delivered from ths strng hld.and tht God wld remv all soul ties.i cnt tell any-one else b/c im viewed as a pillar in my community and i dnt want to cause one to backslide b/c tht blood wld be required on my hands.thanx in advance 4 ur prayers.Im also thanking God in advance total deliverance.

Please pray for my husband. He has been battling an addiction to strip clubs and strippers for over 2 years now. He is an extremely prideful man and refuses to admit his problem or get help. I know that I know that I know that God can change this. I have been fasting and praying and I am so blessed that God has taken a strong hold of me. We have three children who understand that daddy is fighting a demon. Please, please pray for my husband’s deliverance from this generational curse!

Please pray that I will be delivered from watching porn.

Please pray for my husband. His addiction is controlling and blinding him. We have 3 sons and a great family.I know Jesus can set him free.

please pray for me, i am really having a problem with my sexuality. i regularly go to see prostitiutes and also can not seem to satisfy my needs for interent porn. i really need some serious prayer. thanks

please pray for me my strugles with sex are hard and almost impossible to deal with. Grew up in church and married a great women.I have cammited adultrey.Have had bisexual thoughts and experienced when i was a teen.Please pray for me and my walk and relationship with the lord.

hi.. Jon here.. I’m currently deeply enmeshed in a web of pornography and masturbation. At the moment, I doubt I can honestly call myself a christian anymore. Please pray along with me. thanks!

hey guys-

same ol story mixd up n relationships
go n and out of additction n then freedom for bit
fail
etc etc
cud u pray please 4 revalation n coverin but also for strengh 2 b filled stron n movin on..
me got tired of the circle i need it to break
n also rebuild my giftins da Lord has givn me n become more focused 4 my futur wid my savour n friend.

I need prayers for my sexual addiction
or pornography addiction.It is something I thought I had gotten away from but I guess not I’ve been a christian since 1983 and I married a wonderful women in 1984 and our marriage was good for the first 5 to six yrs.I had anger problems and I was a alcoholic/drug addict.We have 2 beautiful children who are very committed to serving Christ.But thats not the problem I am,we were together for 16yrs.until she could take no more.We’ve been seperated for almost 10yrs.My marriage fell apart because of my anger,alcoholism/drug addiction,and things she said I lied about to her.Our sexual relations ended because of this and I started to view porn and sexually abuse myself.I’ve had some problems as to being sexually abused when I was in the military and I was extremely intoxicated when it happened.It has always bothered me and I’ve even gotten counseling for it,but Satan constantly reminds me of it.I’ve gotten counseling for my anger and alcoholism/drug addiction and God has helped me and taken it away from me.I stopped viewing pornography and have been trying to be very committed to Christ.But recently I’ve looking at it again because of loneliness and depression and then I feel extremely dirty afterwards.I don’t want to look at this stuff and I hate looking at it.But I’m having a great deal of trouble fighting it,and it is a sin I can’t seem to conquer.I’m asking for prayer and I’m asking for help because when this happens it hurts in my heart and in my spirit.I live alone and I’m medically retired and I don’t have many friends.My wife doesn’t want anything to do with me,but I don’t beieve in divorce.I apologize for being long winded and talking about everything in my life but I’m asking for your help with this pornography problem.Thank you for listening.

I am 18 years old and i have many mental problems caused by a physical disease in the first place so my brain chemicals are already messed up. But i have totally distorted my sexual disires with masturbations and pornography. I need your help with prayers to help me get over this addiction. Thank you and god bless

I was sexually molested at 11years of age ever since then I have not been able to break my addition to masturbation. My masturbation leads me into bondage with pornography. I have tried almost everything from counseling, books, websites, praying , reading my bible, confessing my sin, internet filters. But still am in bondage to this awful sin. I feel so ashamed of myself but only after I have looked at pornography and then the circle repeats over and over again

Pls pray for me, I am strongly addicted to internet pornography and masturbation. I know what i am doing is wrong but i am helpless. I cannot see any girls with purity, even my sisters and bcoz of that i cant even talk with them as i know what i am doing to them is wrong. I need strong prayers. I am a born again christian and bcoz of that i cannot these matters with any one. pls pray for me

Deacon Pepper,

Jeff Fisher

I stumbled across your site. I think it’s fantastic that you’re reaching out to those in sexual addiction.

My wife and I have been in our recovery for a few years. We could not have done it without a great support system and people carrying us to God and getting in the mud with us.

Keep up the good work.

I wrote the female sexual addiction article, and, after a while to think about it, pray, and study God’s word, I want to expand on it.
Concerning the “Breaking free from it” section, that was a dream showing me how I would break free from the spiritual bondage that had come upon me through my fleshly deceitful acts and years of sexual perversion (looking at pornography as an early adolescent, also deeply rooted insecurities, social anxiety, loneliness). The only way to break free from bondage is to reach your hands up to God with a humble, repentant spirit. God showed me in my dream that He would in turn meet me half way if I would take the first step towards repentance. It took me a while to learn what true repentance meant because my heart had become so calloused (still learning). I was standing in a dirty bathroom, vulnerable to disease and all kinds of filth. I willingly walked in there as if I didn’t know how disgusting it was. It’s important to learn how disgusting sin is to God and how much it hinders your relationship with Him.
I can’t express enough how deceitful the devil is. He is like a serpent, he is tricky. He will play on your emotions and insecurities if you allow sin into your life. When you willingly disobey God, you walk away from his fold and you are open to attack. If you earnestly seek Him, you will find Him, but that doesn’t mean you won’t lose a limb. That is why Jesus said it is better to lop off the limb that is causing you to sin in the first place. He knows how difficult it can be for a Christian who is wavering in faith and obedience to break the demonic bondages that are formed as a result of sin.
In the first place, God wants your heart to change. If you talk to Him more, you will grow to know and love Him more, and will be better able to stand up against temptation. You will learn the ways of the enemy by studying God’s word. Satan would rather you spend your time fulfilling fleshly desires and then feeling guilty about it afterward, than reading a strategy book aimed against him that will save your soul.
My deeds weren’t done without punishment:
1.) My early adolescent social anxiety is creeping its way back into my life (it feels like wherever I go everybody is judging me from the inside out. It’s like a constant feeling of estrangement.)
2.) Confusion (ex: “Wait, is God really listening?” while I’m praying sometimes. It’s important to rebuke that thought immediately because it is the devil whispering like a serpent)
3.)Confusion pt2 (My fiance and the men on his side of the family apparently have special supernatural gifts(?) He is a Christian and likes to think they are from the Lord. One is the ability to read minds. He read my mind today and it made me cry because he could see all of my insecurities but not my betrayal. This could be a satanic tool that should be rebuked, therefore I’m confused at the moment but still praying for an answer. I know that satan likes to confuse sorcery with spiritual gifts from God.)
4.) Overwhelming, obsessive thoughts of guilt and being discovered. These are satanic attacks, because even though I am guilty I know that God doesn’t want me to live in fear. However else my punishment comes, it won’t be more than what my fiance and I can bear. If the time comes that we go our separate ways, God still loves both of us and has a plan for redemption.
5.) Wondering if experiences that I thought I had with God were really just creations of my own sinful imagination that needed an ego stroke to fuel my pride. This one is going to take a lot of prayer and patience for discernment. It’s easy to start listening to other voices, so reading His word is very important.
6.)The pornography addiction slowly crept in again while my fiance has been away during nights. By the grace of God I hit a wall about 5 days ago and decided to start actively uprooting the evil from my life with a lot of prayer.
God’s word says that if you have fallen into sin, go back to the old ways. I remember whenever I would feel afraid as a child, my mom would tell me that all I had to do was say “Flee away satan under the blood of Christ!” and he will cower away. My faith as a child was so strong, and whenever I would do that, peace would fill the room and I would go right to sleep and actually have pleasant dreams (what a concept!).
Mark 10:15 (New King James Version)

15 Assuredly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God as a little child will by no means enter it.”

My thoughts and prayers are with all of you who are struggling with addiction and spiritual strongholds. Get to know your Father, but know the tactics of your enemy as well. Be cunning as serpents and innocent as doves. Satan is the accuser and wants you to feel dirty, but God will make you clean if you step away from sin by faith and His grace.

hi… so im still dealing with the aftermath of some cybersex addiction i did like 4 yrs ago. i never really dealt with it, i dont know how, i dont trust anyone in my church thanks for your prayers. and im also trying to stop hating my dad for being a jurk while i was growing up.

Yes please pray for me. I feel like a hypocrite. I call myself Christian yet am sinning against my Lord and carrying on with my false life whilst secretly being absorbed in Pornography. I occasionally drag myself away for periods of time but my addiction draws me back and Satan once again whispers in my ear as I engage in my disgusting habit. I am ashamed and truly want to break this obsession so I can engage in LIFE again.My life is a total mess and even though I know why I get drawn back time and time again. How can I break this cycle? All my family friends and peers would be totally shocked if they knew and I feel dirty and unworthy. I put on a good act but I know the Lord knows all and I can’t hide from him!

Please help me. My son Colin Tan, a married man with a 3 year old son, and his wife is expecting the second child. His wife has caught him masturbrating on cyber sex many times.
When confronted, he turns violent on his wife Ning. My daughter-in-law Ning and me his daddy are requesting prayers to ask the Lord to break free from this Satanic bondage. This is an illness, which only can be cured by our Lord Jesus Christ urgently, less he be exposed in public and ruin his family. Please pray that Colin will go back to church to worship the Lord with his family and his domestice help, Janet. Thank you.

I think I’m in the same boat as others here. I watch porn on-line, and my wife doesn’t know about it. It would break her heart if she found out. Please pray for me that I will find a way to keep myself out of situations where I am easily tempted to give in.

Hey Guys,

I’ve struggled with internet porn for a long time. I’ve reduced my usage but I haven’t been able to quit completely. I’ve quit many other addictions including drugs, alcohol, and tobacco - praise the Lord.

I still pray and believe God forgives me for all my sins (past, present, and future). I feel like a hypocrit and liar after I use porn.

I’ve studied my pattern and it seems tied in with frustration. I have to admit I use it almost like a drug.

I’ve asked God to remove the craving which is at the heart of the problem but no luck so far. I believe he has the power to do this.

I am married. I have made some progress going from a daily user of porn to maybe 3 or 4 times a month. Still I need to obtain complete abstinence.

I got hooked at a young age looking at my Dad’s stash of porn in my teens.

Pray for me. I haven’t given up hope but I’m tired of feeling like a liar and hypocrit.

I guess if we could quit sinning ourselves there was no reason for Christ to die.

That being said, I’m tired of letting him down.